Thursday, October 7, 2010

Puzzling

I can't forget the popcorn. Looking back, I don't see it as an extremely creative idea, but I thought it was a creative enough thought to give myself relief when feeling bullied: popcorn does not digest. Therefore it doesn't get in my system. Just because someone has an opinion, their opinion does not have to consume me or count as a truth of a bite to accept and swallow.

The rest of the show's drama was a little more difficult to apply. Maybe it is feedback throughout some of my history. Some of it seems up to date. I have a hard time understanding how he puts his thoughts together. In some assumptions, it sounds more like this could be a counseling or group teammate therapy session. There is the business drama, but I get a little confused at how he aims his judgement. I am also a little confused with the characters. This time, I only felt connected with Mahsa and Tyanna. I get confused with how judgement is made and if he may literally be breaking it down into ethnic profiles.
Tyanna looks a little like Hoda and I havn't been keeping up with the Today Show honestly. I may eventually go back to watching it on occassion, but there are times when I reach a point with different people or groups that I realize I do not feel that I want or need them in my life.
Towards the end of the show in the meeting room, I did not see myself as Donald Trump, Donald Trump Jr, Ivanka, and the rest of the group viewed me.
I did appreciate Jr's compliment during the time the commercial execution was made. It is hard to picture myself in a literal group. I feel like I am a very independent person and make independent decisions more than most of the time. I think the world makes different choices for me, but regardless of choices of others, I feel I am an honestly independent person.
As for "acting tough," I have to be a little argumentative. I think I'm a little more modest than how you present me through her. I don't think I have ever literally said "I'm a macho woman." Maybe in fun, or maybe a couple of years ago in some blogs concerning women and relationships. Life was much different at the time. I didn't feel famous. I was frustrated at how relationships of mine were going and observed the status quo of women in relationships that I hung around. I grew depressed and disappointed at some things. I don't want to give any examples right now, but I have dreams that did not have an ideal comparison in the real world.
The idea of having a decent relationship seems more and more impossible as time goes by after having experienced a lot of different things.
I don't think I obsess over being in a relationship. It is a nice thought, but not always my main focus.
In judgement against Tyanna, I thought she was attacked too much. I agree with the group that even though she had a different idea she wanted to go with, she should have still stayed flexible to what was going on and decisions being made in the group. (Again in my personal connection I feel a little in space and out of touch with what is going on).
I thought the commercial the guys had was cute. I think it is interesting with how many aspects of business are thrown out there that the people have to snap and be a go getter for. In the commercials, I found it surprising that they weren't given professional equipment or professional employees like a camera man or artistic designer to have made the commercials. I guess not everything requires a serious professional, but I find it interesting with career backgrounds and tasks given for them to be able to pull it off.

I don't have any further thoughts. I guess if my assumptions are off, there needs to be another way to communicate or reach me.

Who was the guy supposed to be in the Stella Artois? Just curious.